New beginnings

New beginnings

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

It started with the best intentions

Sometimes, even with the very best of intentions, we end up being hurt. All I ever wanted was to help and now I am the villain.

It is difficult to live with someone who thinks too highly of himself. If you call his attention to some little thing he does, just as a reminder for the next time, and he cannot even have the decency to admit he was wrong or even say sorry; then it is bound to create friction and animosity.

the thing is, after talking and laying all my cards on the table, I find out that once again, I have been played. And it hurts...and am tired.

Why is it always so hard to help other people? I am almost tempted to just not help at all and let them swim the ocean on their own. If they make it, well and good, if not, then too bad so sad.

Oh God, hear my prayers. Give me strength and more patience. I am in dire need of them right about now. I will cast my burdens upon you, because I feel so tired and it feels so heavy. Help me Lord Jesus to be more like you.